This is the first time I'm staying here over the weekend because we are going live with my project.
I don't know why but in the past 12 years, we go through the same thing on every go-live.
I was working at the office from 9am to 5am on Thursday and 1am on Friday.
Even yesterday on Saturday, I was at the office from 9am to midnight...
and we are not live yet... so this will continue for next couple of days until we go live.
On Friday night, I ran into a big problem and almost had a heart attack. It was so bad that I had hard time breathing and my mind went blank due to nervousness and anxiety.
I was hopeless and felt like crying. I really thought I was going to have a break-down.
I then stopped everything, stepped back from my laptop and closed my eyes.
I prayed and sought after His comfort and help. I wasn't asking Him to help me but I was reassuring myself that I believe that He is in total control and I trust that he will provide comfort when I believe and rely on him.
Within an hour, my problem was gone and I was the happiest person on this earth.
Isn't He amazing?
I just want to share my pastor's definition of trust.
TRUST = Total Reliance Upon SovereignTy
in His grace...